1 O LORD, how many are my foes!
Many are rising against me;
2 many are saying of my soul,
“There is no salvation for him in God (Psa 3:1-2).”
I went for a walk tonight. I was discouraged more than I have ever been. I walked and walked and walked and walked… until I noticed that I was subconsciously slowing down. My steps were getting shorter, and my pace was beginning to meander. There was this incredible urge to just lay down on the sidewalk… just lay down. I feel so alone.
Today I found out that my exception to a travel restriction has been rescinded by the National Guard Bureau because I’m not vaccinated. In early 2020 when we thought that COVID19 was going to kill us all, the Department of Defense issued a policy banning all military travel. It didn’t take them long to determine that some travel was necessary and so they began issuing exceptions to that policy. I’ve been working on an exception to that policy until today. I had to cancel a trip this weekend to California in support of the California Army National Guard.
My whole life I’ve only been certain that I was good at one thing, tactical military intelligence. I know there are other things that I am good at, but I’ve only been certain of that one. I even worried about going to war. It seemed to me that God would not give someone a gift without intending for that gift to used. I was very relieved after my first deployment. It seemed I could put that worry behind me.
Stay with me, I promise I will get to some theology. Anyway, I could quite literally get on an airplane and travel to California without being tested or my vaccination status being checked. I don’t believe for a second that the National Guard Bureau is concerned about my wellbeing, the wellbeing of those passengers I travel with, or the wellbeing of those soldiers I would have been working with. All of that was essential enough to grant me an exception to policy until today. What has changed?
Stay with me, I promise I will get to some theology.
So yesterday, at my companies behest, I submitted my request for a religious exemption. I was told that my vaccination status would remain private, but earlier I had to fill out a form for the DoD in which my vaccination status was disclosed to them. If the company I work for grants me a religious exemption, then they could offer an acceptable accommodation and I could continue to train soldiers. That accommodation could be as simple as getting tested before I leave. But now that the National Guard Bureau, an entity subordinate to the DoD, is no longer granting exceptions to the travel restriction what acceptable accommodation could be made? The DoD has effectively taken the religious exemption away from any traveling contract employee. When I was explaining to a friend the incredulity of the situation, that I could still get on a plane and go on vacation at my own expense he reminded me, “Aaron, this hasn’t been about a virus and a vaccine for over a year.”
Anyway, the funny thing is I hadn’t considered why I might be religiously, morally, and conscientiously opposed to a vaccine until they threatened my job. I was so close to just getting the jab and then I asked the question, “why would someone be religiously opposed to a vaccine?” What I know now can’t be unknown again. I will stand, alone, if necessary, because I am now convinced that the sanctity of the Temple matters. Then I remembered Ahaz!
In the middle eighth century B.C. Assyria was threatening the middle east. Israel was already split into two kingdoms with Israel, or Ephraim, in the north and Judah in the south. Ahaz was king of Judah. Israel and Syria were concerned with Assyria’s growth and decided that the three, including Judah, should ally against Assyria. But Ahaz wasn’t in. This created a problem for Israel especially. While Israel was distracted with a war against Assyria Judah could attack from the south jeopardizing the whole affair. As a result, Syria and Israel were descending on Judah to remove that threat. At the moment Jerusalem itself was being threatened Isaiah was sent to encourage Ahaz (Isa 7:1-3). In that effort of encouragement God even told Isaiah to let Ahaz pick a sign (Isa 7:10-11). Any sign that would convince Ahaz God was there for him. But get Ahaz’s response, “I will not ask, and I will not put the LORD to the test (Isa 7:12).”
Ahaz, trying to sound religious, was quoting from The Law (Deu 6:16). But Ahaz was not a faithful king of Judah. He was only trying to justify his own actions. Ahaz wanted to continue in his disobedience. “He even burned his son as an offering, according to the despicable practices of the nations whom the LORD drove out before the people of Israel. And he sacrificed and made offerings on the high places and on the hills and under every green tree (2Ki 16:3-4).” Ahaz didn’t want to trust God he wanted to negotiate with Assyria (2Ki 16:7-10) (Jamieson, Fausset and Brown 1997, 437). J. Vernon McGee puts it this way, “He sounds so nice, but he is one of the biggest hypocrites you will find in Scripture. This sort of thing is sickening, and I believe God feels that way about it (VcGee 1991, 80-81).” Ahaz didn’t trust God and yet he was trying to sound like he did.
Now don’t get me wrong. I am not waiting on a miraculous healing in which God protects me from the ravages of COVID19. That is a characterization of those seeking a religious exemption. No, God is asking me to use the sanctity of His temple to stand for the least of these (Mat 25:40). It is an act of worship in keeping with the intent of James words, “religion that is pure and undefiled before God the Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world (Jas 1:27).” It is only what He has asked of every generation since His first coming. Only this time I find myself standing virtually alone against the power and authority of the U.S. Government’s intent to prohibit the exercise of that religion. I know I’m not alone, in fact, I’ve posted links about many who have already lost their jobs. But it feels alone.
Don’t be fooled. Our fear of COVID19 is causing us to make the mistake of Ahaz. Our fear of death is causing us to make the mistake of Ahaz. Our fore fathers risked everything, including their lives, to ensure us the right to worship as ourconscience dictates. My conscience has been awakened and my hope is greater than a miraculous cure of any disease. In fact my hope rests on a promised end to all diseases. But what if I get COVID and God calls me home?
Paul looked forward to that day (Phi 1:21). I believe in that same hope. And, on that day someone may whisper, “you are only getting what you deserve” I will confidently reply, “no, I am going to what I don’t deserve. And, by the grace of Jesus who loved me I will be able to stand among those little ones who were cut down selfishly by those who should have loved them.” What we do in life is only a shadow of reality. Don’t let fear rob you of your faith in a greater promise!
I choose to put my trust in God and let Him use my life for His glory. My only concern is that those who died before me in the cause of religious freedom, who died before me in the cause to end slavery, or even those who died before me translating the scriptures into a language people could read will meet me at the gates of eternity and chide me for taking a stand against a disease with a greater than 95% survival rate. Will we blush in eternity?
That sidewalk almost had me. I better pick it up. God isn’t calling me home yet.
Please, don’t sit this one out. Take a stand in defense of religious liberty. What ever that looks like where you are. Even if you simply share these posts as words of encouragement and conviction. Thanks again for reading and don’t forget to subscribe below. There is no guarantee that the algorithms in the sky will bring us back together. I do hope very soon to get back to writing on John’s Gospel. That is why I started this blog and I do intend to return. God willing.
Jamieson, Robert, A. R. Fausset, and David Brown. Commentary Critical and Explanatory on the Whole Bible. Vol. 1. Oak Harbor, WA: Logos Research Systems, 1997.
VcGee, J. Vernon. Thru the Bible Commentary: The Prophets (Isaiah 1-35). Nasville, TN: Thomas Nelson, 1991.





